Scared to travel (2)

So here I am! I decided to give in. Do the unthinkable when it comes to my travel preferences: I am at a luxury resort in South Portugal! 

And yes, only two days in and all of my scary thoughts described in 'scared to travel (1)' already found their way into my reality:

I have been bored (especially with the romantic music playing almost 24/7 😅).
I have felt out of place, being surrounded mostly by couples or large groups of friends. Not to the point that I feel pathetic, but I might get there by the end of this journey 🤪.
O sure, the couple thing is also very confrontational. Add the choice of music here and it is so confrontational that it is hilarious.
I feel like a major tourist, spending too much money on transportation, food, drinks.
I did draw the line though at not booking the all inclusive. Just having breakfast fills me up for the whole day. Still, I eat too much breakfast 😆.
And I haven't heard of any of my environmental friends yet. I secretly hope they will never find out.

So that's it for all my fancy pants hotel travel demons being here.

Let me tell you about the other side of things.

I feel fortunate and grateful to be in a position that I CAN be here.
People all around are super friendly.
I love the LIVE piano music at breakfast (maybe that's why I stay there for too long and eat too much 😅).
The nature surrounding this place is mesmerizing.

I can focus on my work while enjoying the sun. Little distractions here.
I get to do my morning routine in an idyllic scenery. It brings an extra dimension of connection to nature's elements.
I feel pampered and my body is fully enjoying the relaxedness of it all. I don't have to take care of anyone physically right now or look for the next place to stay.
No washing machines, dishes, cooking, etc. for ten days! Me like!
I feel like I have endless space and time. There's time to just wander around and that's when I get to the most beautiful places.
I like this little town so much, I can even see myself living here in the future.

O and last, but not least. A good year ago, I described my perfect day in my journal. I literally wrote that I saw myself living in a magical place on the beach in South Portugal, walking my dog on the beach at sunrise. This morning I saw this place as I walked a part of the beach where no one is at at sunrise. What I felt was me living my perfect day. The higher frequency to attract that reality manifested in that moment. 

And that, my dear friends, is how manifestation works: you dream it, you visualize it, you take action on parts of the dream that you can already execute, you experience that fully and finally you create it all of it, one step at the time!

Sending you lots of sunny & relaxed vibes from Portugal 😎